Two Faced-My Secret Life. Chapter #7.

Hey Friend!
There’s good news and there’s bad news. Which do you want first? I’ll give you the bad news, because by now you already kinda know… This blog series is no longer available on this website. I’m sorry! I have always dreamed of writing and publishing a book, ever since my Dad bought me a typewriter on my 6th birthday.
The good news is, It’s finally happening! My book is in review on the Amazon Kindle website, and within the next few days will be available for pre-order! I know you are probably still mad at me, but I hope that you understand that this a huge goal, that I am actually about to freakin’ accomplish, and I want you to be excited with meeee!
I will post a link to the book here as soon as it becomes available, as well as share it on my facebook @ http://www.facebook.com/jugglingthejenkinsblog
Thank you for being interested in my stuff, it really means more than you know. And thank you for being a part of my journey. You may not realize it, but it’s people like you that inspire me to get my lazy ass out of bed each day and create content.
Me love you long time…
Tiffany Jenkins

 

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19 thoughts on “Two Faced-My Secret Life. Chapter #7.

  1. I admire you so much tiffany. And you are incredibly talented because i havent had an experience like that in years but reading this i remember EXACTLY what that feels like. I literally have that feeling of simultaneous excitement and dread in my gut right now. Its the feeling that separates us addicts from those who can walk away from drugs. It’s crazy how you can be cruising along and doing great and then something like that happens and it’s like you’ve never made any progress at all. Thank you so much continuing to share your story. Because I do know for a fact that it is possible to recover

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  2. I just started reading your chapters to day just finished chapter 7. I am so hooked and can’t wait to read more! Keep doing what you’re doing!

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  3. Even though I am reading this along the way, I am still going to buy several books once they are avaliable for purchase as i intend to keep one, plus buy several for a few family.member’s….so I say keep on putting chapter’s out and maybe save the last few so we have to purchase the book to find out the ending!! You are a awesome magical writter and yes I am sad that you (or anyone else for that matter) had to ever live this….but I am forever thankful that you decided to get your story out and share your life with others….you are AWESOME 🙂

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  4. Tiffany your story is so captivating. I’m sorry you had to experience so much, but it’s truly eye opening. I know at one point you said you felt your body moving and you had no control to stop it. Do you feel that is physiologically how addiction effects the body or do you feel there is a spiritual aspect to addiction that comes in to play? Thank you for your openness and sharing your journey! You’re amazing!

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    • Thank you jessssssi! Thats a good question. The way it feels is as if my brain is the cockpit of my body. The addiction residing inside my mind busted into the cockpit and sat down at the controls. Despite my best efforts, i was no longer in control. I dont say this to displace blame, it was all me. But the addiction is so powerful that it felt almost impossible to let common sense take control. Now i have weapons of recovery on my toolbelt, so when addiction tries to break the door down again, I stop it before it has a chance.

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      • Thats a great way to describe it. I also think thats why we hear “relapse is part of recovery”. Its not that we’re giving ourselves permission to use but it takes a long time and so much practice before you truly “get” it, how to apply what you’ve learned, how to see it coming, how to recognize danger way before you’re at the point where your disease has hijacked your brain and there’s no turning back. It starts way before the moment that you find the drug in front of you. It’s a constant effort to keep it in remission. You are very gifted in your ability to explain things two people so that they can understand even if they haven’t been through it.

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  5. I started with your jail series & I’ve been reading all day!! You really need to write a book. I relate to so much of this. Thanks for being so open & sharing your story. I know it must be so difficult, but you’re helping so many people. I can’t wait to read more.

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  6. I bing read this all day long Tiffany! Your writing is so freaking fantastic that I almost feel like I’m there with you through every chapter!! I definitely agree with everyone here.. you really should write a book of some sort. Even if it isn’t about this I feel like your writing talent could be used in a number of ways 😘♥️ Congratulations on making the NEWS & most importantly for changing your life and becoming an inspiration to so many!!! God is good! God bless you beautiful 😘

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  7. Tiffany, I have been reading your blog for 2 days straight. People have already left all the compliments plus more I would love to say to you. I am not a mom, but I am a recovering addict. I’ve never been to jail, knock on wood, but your story made me never want to go back to the life I lived. Thank you for the tears and most of all the laughter! You’re bad ass! ❤️

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